Prayers needed my friends

Hello dear friends - the few of you who still stop by, despite me being MIA for a while now. I do play on updating my posts, as this is therapeutic for me and its a lasting footprint of the journey that we are on, but right now I can't deal with any of that.

I'm here asking for prayers to our good Lord. We had our 12 week u/s yesterday and got an urgent call this morning. Things are not looking good. Our baby seems to have serious problems - there is a concern about Down Syndrome as the nasal bone appears to be absent, although the NT cord fluid is good, so our chance of Down's is 1/410, which is pretty low. However, there appears to be a cyst or fluid or space in the brain, there are abnormalities with the abdomen, there is a problem with one of the legs. They are throwing around Down's, encephaly, trisomy 18 - basically not sure at this point what we are dealing with. We've been told that it likely that our child may not be able to survive outside of the womb, if we even get that far. We're being rushed into our local genetic clinic here in London, which is apparently the top place to be in Ontario [I guess London and Hamilton specialize in this]. We'll likely have some new blood test, another u/s, a fish [similar to amnio] and learn exactly what is going on either tomorrow or Friday. For us, termination is NOT an option unless my life is in extreme danger. We're both devastated to possibly be losing another child, but we hope and pray that the ultrasound is wrong - the baby was extremely active and wiggly, sucking his fingers, hiccups, the whole nine yards. Maybe, just maybe they are wrong on this - the stomach issue could correct itself with time as sometimes the intestines look like they are outside the stomach at this point, but there just seems to be so much going on. Please pray for us, that this baby ends up being healthy and that Dave and I can somehow get through all of this. I just don't know what I think, what I feel - I've cried all morning - we're trying to stay positive until we know for sure....also, as silly as this sounds, if you know of any non-traditional healers, miraculous places nearby, anything, I'm willing to try anything to save our baby.