Friday, December 16, 2011

Ouch! What happened??

I don't know what I did.  I hurt - a lot.  In fact, I can barely move.  I can barely walk.  I've been on the heating pad for the last few days and spend my entire day in my PJ's yesterday.  Let me backtrack...


On Tuesday, I went back to the aqua physio class in the warm water pool.  I hadn't gone since we got home from Bermuda as I was busy helping mom unpack at her new place, take care of medical appointments, etc.  So I went back to the warm water pool - and let me make it clear:  this is a class of seniors and me.  So between my medical issues and being in the last trimester of this pregnancy, I am neither graceful nor do I move quickly, even if I tried.  I took it easy in class and I don't think I even got winded.  I stretched and I didn't overdo it, but I felt my left hip start hurting.  By the time it was time to get out of the pool, I couldn't get out!  The lifeguard walked over and offered to get the moveable step ladder for me, but I was on the last step by then.  That afternoon, I had to hit the grocery store as Freddie was having his work Christmas party the next day and I had promised to make a cabbage dish for him... which I did that afternoon, in a lot of pain.


To make a long story short, I kept feeling worse and in more pain as time went on, and I was less and less mobile.  By evening, I couldn't get off the couch without help or get into bed on my own.  The night was horrible.  I couldn't roll over, couldn't sleep due to the pain...ah, pain, pain and more pain.  Over the last 3-4 days, I've improved every so slightly, but honestly, not much.  Yesterday, I was able to unload the dishwasher and put a pot of stock on the stove - that's it.  It is so hard to roll over or get up off the couch.  I use the cane to walk around the house and its so hard to get dressed [and don't get me started on the difficulties with self-hygiene at this time!!].  


All of this has me freaked out a little bit.  Whenever this has happened in the past, it was precipitated by a huge muscle spasm or I did something or moved in a particular way - but this time, it just got worse and worse.  I'm not sure if this is related to the increased pregnancy weight, or if it's part of my 'regular' medical issues.  What if this doesn't get better soon? What if this happens when we have a baby? I mean, I can't life a jug of water to pour myself a glass!  Luckily, my mom is now a 2-3 minute drive away and my in-laws are 7 minutes away, so I can get help, but it still scares me that I might not be able to pick my baby up from the crib!


Christmas is just around the corner and I am NOT ready at all!  The tree isn't up, the gifts aren't wrapped [luckily I shopped on Boxing Day last year], the few gifts left have not been bought and in an act of desperation, Freddie and I decided last night not to get each other gifts at all, as we really don't have the money or the time to run around.  With a baby coming, even though I'm buying mostly used items [as long as I can wash it], there will be expenses - but I do hope to pick up a few items at a baby shower in January.  I haven't done any baking, decorating, nothing!  I only did the cards last month and that is is!  So today Freddie is working a 1/2 day, so he'll bring up our artificial tree and then my mom is going to come over and help me dress it - I am still hobbling and barely walking, but I have to start.  I don't want to push myself too much, but I also can't be 'resting' all the time.  So I'm going to try... and praying that we can get it accomplished by the end of the weekend!



P.S.
I did start knitting a baby bootie last night - I got 1/3 of it done.  I'm trying to follow a pattern with YouTube guidance, but it's not easy.  Most people knit 'backwards', as I'm used to moving my needle through the yarn, but most of the videos on YouTube wrap the yarn around the needle, which is a bit different. Anyway, wish me luck!

12 comments:

  1. Hi Joanna!

    So excited to read your update and hear that things are going well with your pregnancy! Sorry about the physical pain that your are experiencing. Chronic pain...what a pain! ;)

    I will certainly keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Take a deep breath and don't worry about the small things...remember this is the season of Advent...a time to prepare our hearts and minds for the coming of Christ. I too can feel overwhelmed with the shopping, decorating, baking, etc., especially with 3 small ones underfoot, but I have been working really hard on "simplifying this season".

    Perhaps, out of medical necessity, you too can find peace this Christmas season through simplifying and focusing on only two things...Blessed Baby Jesus and the blessed baby in your womb.

    Merry Christmas, Joanna!

    Val

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  2. Thanks Val - it is the simple little things that I'm trying to accomplish. We never do big gifts, but small things just to remind us of the most important gift of Christmas. And on a personal note, I wanted to go to confession this week, but I'm homebound at the moment - I hope I can make it tomorrow, as I think that is very important prep for Christmas. Merry Christmas to you too!

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  3. I am so sorry that your having such a difficult time. Glad your mom can come and help out. Don't worry about the Christmas stuff, you need to rest and take care of your precious cargo.
    You know that everyone understands. I pray that you feel better quickly.

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  5. Oh the pain...I'm so sorry for that for you...awful!

    Are you registered anywhere online? Have I missed that? Praying for you and all our 'girls'!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

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  6. The best gift ever is that baby in your womb. Have a great Christmas focuing on that girlie!

    ((hugz))
    Jamie

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